I looked at my son. At the tubes. At the machines. At Jake’s still face. “No,” I whispered. “Stay. Please stay.”
So he did. And slowly, I started staying too. The three of us—Marcus, Sarah, and me—we took shifts. We read to Jake. We played his favorite songs. We told him about his baseball team winning games without him. We told him his dog missed him. We told him to come home.
“Jake loves motorcycles,” Sarah told them, crying. “He’s always asking about them. If he can hear anything, he’ll hear that.”
On day thirty, the doctors started talking about long-term care facilities. They said Jake might not wake up. They said we needed to prepare ourselves.
I broke down in the hallway. Marcus found me there, sobbing, and he just sat down next to me. He didn’t say anything. He just sat there while I fell apart.Continue reading…