He’d squeeze my hand and nod. “This is exactly what I always wanted.”
Now, at 35, my days revolved around kindergarten drop-offs, ballet classes, and bedtime stories. I loved being Lily’s mom and Brandon’s wife.
I believed our lives were perfect and that we were building a future worth protecting. There was no sign of the cracks hiding underneath.
That illusion shattered on an ordinary Tuesday afternoon.
I was folding laundry in the hallway when I froze. From Lily’s room came the softest whisper, her little voice carrying words that made my stomach drop.
It was a sound I’d never forget.
“Don’t worry, Teddy. Mommy won’t be mad. Daddy said she’ll never find out.”
My heart skipped a beat.
Every nerve in my body went on high alert.
I tiptoed closer, hardly breathing, and peeked through the cracked door.
I pushed the door open slowly.
“Sweetheart,” I said gently, keeping my voice calm, “what won’t Mommy find out?”
Her eyes widened. She clutched Teddy tighter, almost hiding behind him.
“I… I can’t say. Daddy told me not to.” The way she whispered it made my blood run cold.
Something inside me twisted, a mix of dread and rage.
“Not to say what? Honey, you can tell me anything.”
She bit her lip, glancing between me and the bear as if she was weighing loyalty, deciding who to trust. Then, in a tiny, trembling voice, she whispered, “Daddy said if you knew, you’d leave us.
My throat closed. The room blurred as I knelt down, trying to steady my voice. “Leave you?
I will never leave you! Why would Daddy say that? What is it, sweetheart?”
Her next words would flip my world upside down.
She leaned closer, her little hands shaking.
“Last week I wasn’t in kindergarten the whole week,” she said quietly.
I looked at her with wide eyes.
I hadn’t known about that. Her teacher never called, and I never saw an absence slip. What was she talking about?
But the way she looked so guilty when she said it told me it wasn’t the whole truth.
Her eyes darted away like she was carrying a secret too big for her age.
“Where have you been, sweetie?” I asked.
She fiddled with Teddy’s paw and whispered, “Daddy told kindergarten I was sick. But… I wasn’t.
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