Finally, my gut wouldn’t let me ignore it any longer. I called the pediatrician.
The appointment started with routine weight, height, and reflexes. But then the doctor ordered some tests, “just to be thorough,” he said. We waited in that sterile room with the smell of disinfectant thick in the air, Lila swinging her legs happily on the exam table, completely unaware.
“I’m so sorry,” he said gently. “The tests show signs of leukemia.”
The room tilted. My ears rang. I remember clutching Lila to my chest, as if holding her tighter could somehow shield her from the words that had just shattered our world.
Cancer. My baby.
Everything blurred after that: the referrals, the specialists, the treatment plans. We were thrown headfirst into a nightmare I’d never imagined living.Continue reading…